Thursday, July 30, 2009
HIATUS
taking a break from everything.i hope you'll smile :D
szemin at Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
can you imagine you are the baby and that is your dad?
sounds like a total blasphemy but i'll think my dad is super hot!
i'll fall in love with daddy and totally be a daddy's girl.
LV started! madness! totally, tavoli, bloomsberry, rosewood, speedy, damier! gosh!
szemin at Thursday, July 09, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
lies, lying and living the lie
ive been through a point in time where my life was all about lying.the most painful period of my life.
with marcus, the biggest mistake of my life.
so i know what its like to live a lie.
well, its ok for me.
since i didnt love him to begin with.
i was just wondering..
its really really painful to forgive a lie.
and im thankful and very very grateful to be forgiven.
i dont dare ask for forgiveness,
but im really thankful if i am.
but if someone had to live a lie,
its really really torturous.
especially if you truly loved him.
but i was wondering..
if someone came clean about his lies,
would your love be enough to forgive ?
i dont think anyone who had to live a lie,
would want to do it again.
if that person is a good person.
i believe you.
and to brandon, thank you. so much.
1,2,3,4 :)
szemin at Tuesday, July 07, 2009
i feel really loved now.
thank you for every thing you've done for me.
now, i should really take time off to sort myself out.
i love you. ure my best friend and my soulmate.
i need time darling.
but mean time, i really wish you all the best and all my blessings for you.
there'll always be a piece of you in me.
szemin at Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
im lucky.
to you, my best friend, my soulmate..Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets harder
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh
Lucky - Jason Mraz
szemin at Sunday, July 05, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
louis vuitton
i got a part time job at louis vuitton! omg im super super super excited. had orientation today and charles, our training manager was telling us everything that he could possibly tell us from 9-6 about louis vuitton. the bags, the history and the manufacturing.. im sure there's so much more. im so brimmed with excitement and the vuitton fever. wasnt that big of a vuitton lover but affter today's lesson.
every product of louis vuitton is art, because every single detail, i really mean detail detail detail that you can or can not see, is astonishingly perfected.
the idea of louis vuitton island is almost killing me already.
you can say good propaganda but being propaganded by the no.1 retail brand in the world isnt unfair is it?
i hope i'll still feel all these after working at opening of ion orchard :):)
and we were given a gift for today's hardwork and efforts! a casino token by louis vuitton. :) its just the token! but a super cool gift already :) hahahhahahs. its selling on ebay i heard. hahahas. even louis vuitton fans cannot buy it unless they were invited to louis vuitton party "casino night" heehee
this has to be my favourite. alma nomade. the idea of your bag aging gracefully with you. im so so so so sold on that idea. i think i'll view all louis vuitton bags in a different light from today on.
its art.
szemin at Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
new age buddhist
lol. its super funny.i was talking to my friend about religion.
its called new age buddhism (no offence, im totally pro buddhist myself)
and its chants are called karma sutra karma sutra.
LOLOLOLOL
szemin at Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Friday, June 05, 2009
birthday blast
I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER :D:Dthank you everyone.
i feel so loved.
thank you. i cant thank everyone enough :):)
szemin at Friday, June 05, 2009
kayla
yesterday, van showed me someone's something..and i had a thought, "so childish"he's like child in a human form. terribly childish and evil. he's almost like kayla from desperate housewives. HAHAHHAAS.
he's so childish and his fear of seeing me amuses me so damn much.
pulling himself away from boarding the bus because he saw me and brandon together. "because of her, i'm a player." blahblah. seriously, who the fuck do you think you are. i pity those girls who fall in his traps. pathetic loser. i pity you. you have so little confidence about yourself that you can only get some from degrading people.
i sincerely hope you'll find happiness. i hope even more that you'll make me regret terribly for leaving you. but till this day, i think leaving you was the best decision made me in my life. the grass is seriously so much greener on the other side. so green and lush.
grow up boy. high time.
i found out who 91992209 is. ha.
szemin at Friday, June 05, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
my sister bought a card for a friend's wedding:"when the lord joins the man and woman,
the two as one shall be,
yet in the home
they share with Him-
in faith, the two are three...
He multiplies their blessings,
their sadness He divides,
and for their different dreams and needs
He equally provides...
He adds to their fulfillment
and takes away their care,
And one in Him,
their total life
abounds with love
to spare
So they are no longer two, but one.
Therefore what God has joined together,
let man not separate.
Matthew 19:6 (NIV)"
although im not a christian, i love bible verses and some words from god. somehow they can give me some peace that a greater power has control over some things that we human are too small to control. >.<
szemin at Wednesday, May 27, 2009
wishlist
my birthday is coming. the end of may is such an exciting one.but this year's birthday feels.. different.
28 may - my mrt is starting tml! walau. shiokness! i'll be the first to ride it! hahahas
29 may - results out and im meeting nus mad gang and madness together
i am so dead scared. i hope i dont get more C other than chinese tradition! i slept at 5, woke up at 11 cus im so scared. hahahhas. minus eileen and nang i think. my tact teams. :( but thanks to beatrice for organising it for me :)
30 may - my birthday! :D:D:D gonna meet him at st regis! ahhhhhh. its like a dream come true really. st regis - every singapore hotelier's dream! :D
totally excited! :D:D:D
well, its a day spent with him. i guess every minute will passby very eventfully even if we just lie on the beds in the room. simple is love.
wishlist:
handmade cards
well wishes
a better year
a fixed mind
actually, anything you get, i'll love.
its really the thought that counts.
actually, i just need company fun and love and loads of laughter to drown my confused minds.
let it be a weekend of madness to remember.
szemin's birthday theme: laughter :)
szemin at Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
guess what?ive got nothing to say.
*BEAMS*
szemin at Monday, May 25, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
is anything ever worth sacrificing the relationship?im torn.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
HAHAHAS. u must be surprised.
yes, i swear. i swear alot.
FUCK YOU.
im angsty.
i dont quite fucking care what you think.
sometimes, swearing is fun.
say it. FUCK YOU. HAHAHHAS
MAD. i might delete this entry tml.
but maybe not.
im such a indecisive person.
maybe thats the reason why.
i hate options.
when u actually need none.
GOODNIGHT. FUCK.
szemin at Tuesday, May 19, 2009
im so choked.
choked with everything.
disgusted sometimes.
seriously, i have no idea why but i actually look forward to 29th when im getting my results.
i just hope 6 mods are cleared.
s/u chinese tradition. HAHAHAHAs.
i hope i hope :) that'll be the best present ever.
szemin at Tuesday, May 19, 2009
"I have no question in my mind about being bisexual. I think
people are born bisexual and they make subconscious choices based on the
pressures of society."
megan fox
hmmm. i love controversies. and i think im bisexual too.
maybe not but i love beautiful woman.
HEEHEE. wicked.
szemin at Tuesday, May 19, 2009